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canon
19th-May-2012 02:22 am - online tests ftw
I should be sleeping, eating or taking pain killers and I'm just doing online tests about personality disorders. LOL.

DisorderRating
Paranoid:Low
Schizoid:Low
Schizotypal:Moderate
Antisocial:Low
Borderline:Moderate
Histrionic:Low
Narcissistic:Low
Avoidant:Moderate
Dependent:Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive:High

-- Personality Disorder Test --
-- Personality Disorder Information --



And apparently about other mental disorders.

DisorderYour Score
Major Depression:High-Moderate
Dysthymia:Slight-Moderate
Bipolar Disorder:Extremely High
Cyclothymia:High
Seasonal Affective Disorder:High
Postpartum Depression:N/A
Take the Depression Test


MORE:

Mania test
You appear to be moderately to severely manic from your responses to this self-report questionnaire. You should not take this as a diagnosis of any sort, or a recommendation for treatment. However, it would be advisable and likely beneficial for you to seek further diagnosis from a trained mental health professional soon to rule out a possible manic disorder.

AD/HD test
You appear to be suffering from a moderate amount of attention and concentration difficulties according to your responses to this self-report questionnaire. You should not take this as a diagnosis of any sort, or a recommendation for treatment. However, it would be advisable and likely beneficial for you to seek further diagnosis from a trained mental health professional soon to rule out a possible attention disorder.

Eating Attitude test
You have answered this self-report questionnaire in such a way as to suggest that you do not likely currently suffer from an eating disorder. You should not take this as a diagnosis or recommendation for treatment in any way, though.

(0-19 is unlikely and I scored 7. That's kinda nice. :) I mean in the past I would've scored A LOT higher. So there's been emprovement.)

Schizophrenia test
Based upon your responses to this schizophrenia screening measure, you may have some early signs commonly associated with schizophrenia or a schizophrenia-related disorder. Your responses are similar to others who experience early symptoms of schizophrenia or a schizophrenia-related disorder. This includes symptoms such as hallucinations and/or delusions, a poverty of speech, and/or emotional "flattening." (Scored 10,

Anxiety test
Based upon your responses to this screening measure, you are most likely suffering from an anxiety disorder. Your responses are similar to others who experience severe anxiety symptoms. You should not take this as a diagnosis of any sort, or a recommendation for treatment. However, it would be advisable and likely beneficial for you to seek further diagnosis from a trained mental health professional soon to rule out a possible anxiety disorder. (I got 51 and 38 & up was severe anxiety.)

Internet Addiction test
Based upon your responses to this quiz, it appears that you are likely experiencing fairly frequent issues related to your online use. This often occurs when individuals start exploring or using Internet resources (or game playing) to an extreme, without considering balancing them with their real-life needs.

Think of it like this... You generally don't spend 5 or 6 hours in front of the television, every night, nearly every day. Most people wouldn't think that's normal. So if you find yourself spending that amount of time online day after day and it's affecting your ability to interact in your real life, you should seek change or additional help. (I got 28, 20-29 is possible internet addiction)

Austism and Asperger's screening test
You have answered this autism screening in such a way as to suggest that you are not likely currently suffering from an austism spectrum disorder, including Asperger's disorder. (I got 14, 0-29 is no autism. No suprises here.)

OCD test
Based upon your responses to this screening measure, it is probable you are suffering from an obsessive-compulsive disorder. You can view symptoms and treatment options for this disorder. This is not a diagnosis, or a recommendation for treatment. However, it would be advisable and likely beneficial for you to seek a professional diagnosis from a trained mental health professional in your community at your earliest convenience. (Got 11, 8-11 OCD is probable)

BPD test
You answered this self-report test in a way that's consistent with people who have been diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder. This suggests that these concerns may be an issue for you as well, and something that you should seek out further assistance with this issue from a trained mental health professional at your earliest convenience. Borderline Personality Disorder is characterized by a pattern of unstable and intense relationships, as well as frantic efforts to avoid abandonment -- even if it's not real. (Got 32, 20-32 BPD is likely)

Now I'm gonna stop, I need some food.  :D


ETA:

Dr. Phil Personality test

The Lively Center of Attention

Others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amusing, practical, and always interesting; someone who's constantly in the center of attention, but sufficiently well-balanced not to let it go to their head. They also see you as kind, considerate, and understanding; someone who'll always cheer them up and help them out.

canon
18th-May-2012 03:27 am(no subject)
This is supposed to be this comment with a number and I'll answer the question, but I'm just gonna answer all of these anyway. Taken from [info]november_vine.
92 questions )
canon
10th-May-2012 04:57 pm - TO DO

To Do Today:
return Ellos package & get the new one
dye hair
get Manic Panic
dye hair again and make sure it's not light orange (as it is right now, ugh)
buy a purse
get a guestbook
do a playlist
take photos of the indoors firework show

To Do Tomorrow:
get married (/get out relationship registerated, but get married sounds better and it's pretty close)
don't spill anything to my dress
take A LOT of photos/make someone do so
EAT! Omnomnomnom
remember to take camera x 2, casual clothes & shoes and the basics with me
+ HAVE FUN!
+ maybe rest every now and then

Posted via LiveJournal app for iPhone.

to do
4th-May-2012 12:25 am - i can haz compliments plz?
One little compliment can make you feel great. So give me a compliment, anything in the entire world, even that my shoelaces are pretty. Put this in your journal. Once you get some comments, put that entry in a memory or tag and when you are feeling down, just go to that entry and this will remind you how great you are.
canon
1st-May-2012 12:14 pm - WHATISTHISIDON'TEVEN
One of the weirdest experiences of my life. Also made me pretty anxious. First time an online test has done that. :P Well, anyway if you want to make a freaky IHAVENOIDEAWHATSGOINGON online test, do so here

So I did the test twice, because I there was two sets of questions.

1.

You feel frustrated in your attempts to make your will manifest itself in a relationship, either public or private. This frustration can be seen by others as an irritability or anxiety and occasionally as a tendency to drift into self-righteous anger. There is a feeling that society or people around you are holding you back, which can lead to moral exhaustion and a sense of apathy if allowed to fester. Ultimately, if this continues, you will long only to be alone.

An unsatisfying relationship is troubling you, due in all likelihood to a perceived lack of appreciation, or acknowledgement from superiors or loved ones. Questioning this judgement has lead to a modicum of introversion. You feel that you need assistance from others to repair the situation but are afraid that too much compromise will be seen as weakness. If this situation continues, you may feel the need to break away and redefine your own individuality.

2.

You currently have a number of different subjects that are bothering you and this has lead to a certain amount of emotional isolation and a difficulty in forming human attachments. Many times you will begin a relationship with the highest of hopes only to increasingly find fault with your partner. This leads to an escalating series of disappointments and a general feeling of not being loved quite as much as you feel you deserve.

You have attempted to improve yourself through self-negation and a perseverance through hard work and the avoidance of mindless pleasures. Often you will seem overly restrained in demeanor. You crave admiration to a point that is often unhealthy, however a strong belief in yourself means that you will often be quite stubborn. Unfortunately, the lack of perceived admiration has left you in a distracted and uncertain state, one in which decision making is avoided for fear of the repercussions.


And this is what [info]buleeleniel got.

A lack of confidence is evident, most likely due to a sense that you may not achieve your immediate goals, whether professional or romantic. You are in a delicate state, having extended yourself into a new realm of experience, one which has not yet proven itself to be successful. A need for calm surroundings in which to strive for success is apparent.

You are easily stimulated by external events and will often seek stimulation as a means of self-fulfillment. A sense of personal emptiness often drives your desire for experience and thrills. Sometimes these can be seen as ways to connect with an outside world that seems distant and unresolved. You feel great amounts of anxiety if you sense that restraints are being placed on you, either mentally, physically or emotionally. Any limits on self-determination are viewed with hostility.
canon
30th-Apr-2012 06:24 am(no subject)

So yeah 0h of sleep. Oops. Well anyway I'm gonna post some photos from the last week or so.


Quote from Madness. I have bunch of stationary hence I'm not crazy!! :D I bought those books yesterday at a crafting (/pet/model/children/outlet) expo. They were very expensive, 32€, 32€ and 37,20€ but I got them with 3 in thw price of 2.


My doodles from a class. As you can see, I like drawing eyes. :D


HEDGEHOGS!! SOOOO CUUUUUTEEEE!! SQUEEE!!

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canon
26th-Apr-2012 01:17 am - For once I was wearing clothes.
When you read this YOU'RE TAGGED! Take a picture of you in your current state, no changing your clothes or quickly putting on makeup. No photoshop!

Lu
canon
23rd-Apr-2012 07:59 pm - WYCE pt. 2
Would your character ever, because this is FUN!

Would you character ever... )
canon
21st-Apr-2012 02:40 pm(no subject)
hyperhyperhyperhyperhyperhyperhyperhyperAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!


canon
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